sHouLd i stAy...

or should i go...?
the question that has been constantly at the back of my mind as the semester draws to an end.
the pros and cons to both scenarios keep playing in my mind...
family, besties, Claire and Louis, the familiarity of everything available back home...
the freedom, friends, opportunities here...
Oh Lord God, please give me a sign!!
is it worth a try?
what am i suppose to do now?
where am i suppose to go??
**utter confusion and frustration**