lOneliNeSs

the fever/flu/cough meds helped me get to sleep the past few nights... but tonight it doesn't seem to be working.

it's way past bedtime but i just can't go to sleep.

lost.

lonely.

empty.

that's what i feel now.

some "things" just don't feel right.

i wish i knew what exactly...

can't go on tossing and turning in bed night after night now, can i?

not helping me get through the days at work in any way...

dear God, please help me understand and prepare (and accept) what's to come next.