unpredictable...

life is.
who would have thought that little over a week ago, we were full of joy and celebrating the fact bb has crossed the 20-week mark (half-way!) all healthy and strong... and this week, i'm rushed to mt.a and strapped to bed in ccu with tubes and wires and whatnots hooked up to scary-looking machines to help monitor our health.
all i feel is pain now.