Late NiGhtS... EarLY mOrniNGs @.@

i'm soooooooooo tired...
no matter how hard i try to go to bed early the past few days, i wake up at all hours!!! 1am. 2am. 3am. 4am...... and by 6-ish, i'm WIDEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeee awake!
maybe it's from constant thoughts of all that packing and cleaning that has to be done by this weekend... you know, what has to be thrown, what to give-away, what to bring back, what to store at Shawn's till i come back (oh yes i'm coming back... at least, i think i'm coming back soon... i'm still undecided lah...... arrrrgh!!)
maybe i'm feeling torn between leaving and staying... if wrong decision how??
MAYBE...... i'm just excited about going hoooooooome!!
aiya! whatever it is, it's still keeping me up at all hours!!
i'm tired ok??!!!

***cranky***