GOt a lil sOmetHinG on mY miNd...

... but i have no freaking idea what it is!
this is so frustrating!
seldom come home from wala*2 this sober.
just wasn't that 'in the mood' for partying and drinking tonight...
can't tell for sure why though!
was it the crowd? the music? the beer? the company???
was i distracted from the sms 'conversation' that was taking place?
what exactly was it (and is still) at the back of my head that's giving me these 'nagging tots' ?
argh!!!
blardaaaaay hell!
i hate not knowing what my own feelings are towards stuff. HATE THIS FEELING!!!