To cook, with heart 6 :)

homemade with love.

winter melon, scallops & chicken soup for a rainy monday.

i love that the hubs loves everything i cook :)

Wedding-Related: Red Packets

Lots of it.

Am making a list of all the good people we'll have to prepare red packets for.

It's a never-ending list -___________-

My brain feels like it's gonna explode from constantly thinking.

Thinking.

And thinking some MORE.

I don't even know what the heck i'm thinking about exactly.

Heeeeeeeelllllpppppp.

Somebody.........

Anybody!!!!!!

*whines. i'm tired!





oh! oh! update: we got the whole Guo Da Li thingy out of the way :) ours was simplified beyond simplified (erm... i'm sure there's no such phrase but, you know what i mean right??). Hun came back from his job, we popped over to look for pama, passed the Si Dian Jin + Gold + Red packets over, sat thru' a 15min 'talk' by the parents (mostly pa. hee!) ...... DONE! HA!! whew, relieved that the parents are cool with not having to observe all that chinese stuff.

a walk in the park

the weather wasn't the best that morning...

no clear blue skies.

in fact, it was rather grey -________-

but it was time well spent for us two :)

we started our weekend early...

walked hours...

talked.

laughed.

kissed.

love was IS all around.

To more 'walks in the park' !!!
♥♥♥

ilu.

talk about bad timing!!!

6months ago, the beautiful tent tops of Cirque Du Soleil was just going UP when i was about to leave Seoul.

 

 

6months later, the same tent tops have just been pulled DOWN when i arrive in Shanghai!!!

so i basically missed Varekai in Seoul cos i had to leave just days before the show opened, and i missed Saltimbanco cos i arrived too late!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*cries buckets.

11.10.11

Birthday Thanks

 

Another year has come and gone;

The sands of time keep trickling away.

Your birthday reminds me to let you know

I'm thankful for you each and every day.

 

By Karl Fuchs

happy birthday to my beautiful eLin.

xoxo.

i cried like i've never cried before......
and it felt good.

Wedding-Related: Things do NOT always go as planned.

i never asked for any of this.

ANY.

all i wanted was a small-ish, cosy 'do @ Church.

*sigh

backstabbing liar.

[as defined by thefreedictionary.com]

back·stab  (bkstb) tr.v. back·stabbed, back·stab·bing, back·stabs 

To attack (someone) unfairly, especially in an underhand, deceitful manner.

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it's disgusting some of the things i've heard the past two days.

seriously.

like, what is with all the b*tching and manipulating?

am sOOOooooo losing all that respect i had for you.

i tried to say (i love you)...
... but the words got in the way.

blue monday.

no wait.

it's tuesday already.

well, guess i'm just having an extended blue monday then.

girlfriend had to remind me during lunch today that i've not seen hubs for a (looooooong) while.

5 (coming 6!!!) weeks to be exact.

sigh.

depressed.

as i watched them take their evening stroll down at the gardens of our Estate, i can't help praying......
praying they have another 50 years to share with each other like that.
praying we have 50 years similar to theirs as well.










i miss him.

01.10.11

where did the time go?!
like seriously... it's the 4th quarter of 2011 already???
am suddenly feeling quite depressed thinking just how little time i've actually managed to spend with hubs :(
this is so darn hard......
wants to cry......