Tuesday, April 28, 2009

sLeepleSs niGhts

tue
11:56pm
alone in the living hall with the lights turned off
the kids are sleeping here tonight
the parents are out of town
it's awfully quiet here
strangely quiet
hardly any traffic downstairs too
the only sounds right now are the tapping of my fingers on the keyboard
and The Rainbow Connection on loop on my lappie
went swimming after work
doubled the lengths i normally do today
was hoping the icy cold waters after a whole day's rainy weather would clear my head
but i still feel the same
had an instant flashback of Kermit doing The Rainbow Connection
and thus went to dig thru my music folders for the song
no idea why
but i do love this song so
maybe 'cos it's just a beautiful, soothing, calming number
especially Sarah Mclachlan's take on it
or maybe just 'cos Kermit's version reminds me of Sesame Street
and those days of being a teeny weeny kid watching the Muppets, learning my ABCs
i duno
this is so random
oh well
praying i get to sleep abit more tonight
last night was horrid
tossed and turned a good 2 hours before falling asleep
only to wake up a couple of hours later
and that was it
laid there wide awake till it was time to get up and prep for work
maybe i really should see the doc for sleeping pills of some sort
else how the fuck am i gona get enough zzzz
sigh
till then i guess i'll just keep listening and dreaming to The Rainbow Connection
and believe a dream that wishes do come true when wished upon a star
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Why are there so many songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard
and answered when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that called the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
[The Rainbow Connection]

Monday, April 27, 2009

i wiSh it wUd raiN sO tt i cAN hatE tOday

***updated: 10:41pm

oh gosh! an ice-cold beer on Monday night feels sOOOooo damn good! the sister knows me SO WELL :)


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the title makes little sense i know.
but who cares huh?

extremely moody today.
not 'bad mood' moody...
but just totally restless-frustrated-confused kind of moody.
ARGH!!!!

girls i think i need a drink! no make that two. or maybe three...
aiya the more the merrier! :p

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on a completely separate note....
I LOVE MY OUTFIT TODAY!!!
I LOVE THE NEW DRESS 'LING :)
and I LOVE MY NEW BLACK HEELS FROM GZ!!

rOLLerCoasteR ridEs...

that's exactly how my mood, feelings, and heart have gone through this weekend...
like a freakin' ride on a rollercoaster.
there are the ups, downs, 360 flips and sharp turns......
not sth i like very much.
which probably explains why im completely bummed out and moody.
not looking forward to going into work tomorrow.
argh!!! this is sOOOooooo not like me!
i hate not being in control of my own feelings!
i IS upsetSSSSsssss!
babes, i need a hug!!

Friday, April 24, 2009

mY pLanS fOr the WeeKeNd...

i found my 'lil electric beater!!
the one i bought years ago from TARGET!
yayness!!!
i'm gonna bake heaps this weekend.
wOoohOOOOOOoooo!!!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

lOuiS daRLinG

look at my darling boy!!!
100% CUTENESS!!!
the kids @ play :)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

GOt a lil sOmetHinG on mY miNd...

... but i have no freaking idea what it is!
this is so frustrating!
seldom come home from wala*2 this sober.
just wasn't that 'in the mood' for partying and drinking tonight...
can't tell for sure why though!
was it the crowd? the music? the beer? the company???
was i distracted from the sms 'conversation' that was taking place?
what exactly was it (and is still) at the back of my head that's giving me these 'nagging tots' ?
argh!!!
blardaaaaay hell!
i hate not knowing what my own feelings are towards stuff. HATE THIS FEELING!!!

Friday, April 17, 2009

家家有本难念的经
:(

in tHe dEad Of tHe niGht

some nights, like tonight, when i come home really late (or rather, really early in the morning at 3-ish) after drinks with the girls, and i've had a long shower and is totally like, AWAKE and not the slightest bit tired and can go on for another 2 - 3 hours watching K-dramas... i'll feel totally like i was back in Syd... just chilling in my 'lil room on my own... yummy Korean boys "keeping me company" (dun i wish!)... yet another beer in my hand... just waiting for the sun to rise again to yet another beautiful day......
sigh... gimme the simple life :p

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

eeeuuw!!!
it's getting a tad bit more like Friendster now... this FB 'request to add as friend' thingy...:(
been receiving more and more such request 'to add' from random guys.
MUST FIND TIME TO CLEAN UP MY FB ACCT!!!
:p

Monday, April 13, 2009

bRaNd nEw weeK

whoopie!
another Monday... another brand new work week!
:p
i must be the only weirdo around to say cheers to a new week.
haha!
just having one of those "i feel good" Mondays.
cos we went swimming this evening!!!
I IS HAPPY!!!
gosh! we haven't been to the pool for months loh...
it felt so damn good to be in the water
:)))

on a totally separate note, i'm down to my last Valleygirl top!!! and it's a bright, sunny, cheerful yellow top!
this, i'm feeling blue about -_-

Saturday, April 11, 2009

'lUvinG teLLy pRograMmeS

on Saturday nights when i'm not out of town, in town, or with the girls, i'm normally glued to the telly watching Japan Hour and Dynamic Korea :)))
i absolutely love these two programmes!
they help satisfy a teeny, weeny bit of me that's itching to travel there :p
just a TEENY bit.
i still really wanna go visit... Japan, with mum, Korea, with the Boy.
haha!
i love Dynamic Korea especially!
all that juicy bits of additional Korean tradition and what-nots they show you during the show... i like!
today they talked about sleeping patterns, how the local Koreans get to sleep during hot, humid winter nights, stuff to eat to sleep better... so interesting can?!
did you know alcohol doesn't really make you sleep better? you fall asleep after drinks alright... but after the first hour or so, you'll actually be interrupted from sleep as the alcohol "works in you" to affect your sleep.
did you know when you have difficulties falling asleep, stretching makes you feel better and subsequently makes it easier to go to sleep?
did you know Allistatin in onions make you sleep better?
did you know lettuce makes you sleepy? this is 'cos lettuce contains Lactucarium which has sedative properties!!!
oh randomness.
:ppp

Friday, April 10, 2009

tHe hiGhest mOuntaiN iN the wORLd

in today's homily, Fr. Chong made comparisons between the highest mountain on Earth - Mt. Everest, and God's highest mountain... of LOVE - Mount Calvary
Mount Calvary... the place where Jesus Christ was crucified
Where he suffered, and died... for US... to wash away OUR sins
there was talk of how people scale the Earth's highest mountains... the challenges and obstacles... the perils and all... but yet, Mount Calvary, something apparently barely two-storey high! Oh how difficult it is to conquer THAT mountain.

hmmm....

oh, on a slightly different note, though still in relations to it being Good Friday and all... its' been raining since two-ish. as usual. just like any other Good Fridays.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

raNdoM shitE...

hats off to the girlfriends who so so so SO love to take photos
=PPP
seriously!
they can take photos anytime, anywhere, with anyone and anything!!!
whereas i'm like...
"nOOoooo... i dun wana be in the pictures lo! nothing to take waaaaat.... okok i help you take the picture laaaaaaaaah!"
hurhurhur.
oh such random-ness.
=P

Thursday, April 02, 2009

beeR aNd cHiPs

the sister and i have a "beer and chips night" 2, 3 times a week these days
tonight is one of those nights
:)))
happiness!
i love our own 'lil "chill-out in da kitchen with an ice-cold beer and a huge-ass packet of chips" sessions
*burps lotsa beer*
i'll worry about the calories later :P