Sunday, February 27, 2011

Do not worry about tomorrow

25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life[e]?



28 “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Matthew 6:25-34

This week's Gospel was beautiful and struck me so close.
At a time when i'm thinking of and worrying about a million and one things (our Wedding, a place to stay, money, the kids, daddy's deteriorating sight, more money issues, the sister's move, work, losing friends)...
When we've been having disagreements almost daily...
When each day at the office and back home just seems to bring on a new set of issues that keep me up all night...
I should have more trust in Our Father!
That in His own time and on His own plan, He will guide me.
To make the right choices, do the right things.
He will provide.
Men of little faith... that's the kind of person i've been. Especially so, the past few weeks.
Feel such a shame to say that.
That i had doubted His love for us and felt forsaken.
If there is ever only one who will unselfishly love and look out for us, it is He.
Thank you Fr. for delivering such a beautiful message to us.
To a beautiful week ahead, Amen.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

HOME!!!

Oh! To be home on a Saturday!
HOME!!!
♥♥♥

Here's the bag of meds i've had to go through the past week.
Ugh! Horrid meds.
Absolutely disgusting!!!
Bah.
...
......
.........
Wow.
My lack of ability to write amazes me!
I've totally forgotten what i came online to do.
-__________________________-
I blame the meds.
Wtf.
Oh.
Now i remember!
It was Nee's last day at the ofc.
250211.
We had a teary "lunchtime" farewell outside the mktg ofc.
Then met again @ OverEasy.
To more hugging and crying.
Oh ok... we had dinner and drinks too (what! you think i'll go to OverEasy and not have my Mojitos?!)
I will miss her so much.
Colleague-cum-neighbour-cum-taxisharingpartner-cum-girlfriend-cum-confidante.
Sigh.
Feels really silly getting all emotional over her leaving when her new workplace is just 15mins cab-ride away.
Plus we're still in the same industry.
But it's the knowing i can't run up one floor for a hug when i need it... or the usual visit to her cosy corner after a long trip away to catchup... well... :(
Argh! Stop being so negative woman!!!
Get a grip!
She's just a call away.
Wtf.
*slaps self silly.

Monday, February 21, 2011

i can't remember the last time i was this sick!
mother-of-all migraines. lost my voice completely. horrible cough. green phlegm!!!
felt my body totally heat up on Saturday evening after coming back from the 1st day of exhibitions.
was unable to think properly from then till now.
am so thankful the Boy drove that 4-5hrs up-north to take care of me.
he's been an absolutely angel.
in between running out for porridge, bringing me hot water, making me drink liang-teh... 
i feel so bad!!!
here we are, in PENANG! the island-state of absolutely wonderful food!!! and he's willingly taking porridge. to keep me company!
no char kway teow. 
none of that deep-fried yummy snacks.
nor laksa. lor-bak. oyster omelette!!!
:(((
what would i do without him?
oh, and he reassures me i sound very sexy now.
what crap. but haha :ppp

Friday, February 18, 2011

Father of the Bride 2

i must have watched this a hundred times...
but every time Steve Martin goes,
"Doctor, these women are my life......"
i start tearing.
such a baby =PPP
tonight, it's gonna be just me, myself and i.
after an absolutely lovely 2 weeks of having the Boy around 24/7, tonight i'm alone in Png.
here in this very chic, boutique-ish hotel room, sat amongst lots of black, white and red deco (i like! i like! i like!!), i have a huge bed with clean sheets and fluffy pillows to lie on, CableTV (TLC!!!), huge bath (ok fine, it's not huge huge, but it is bigger than what we get at home, so...) ...... 
as i'm typing away now, i'm taking in a gorgeous view of the sun setting over the Island.
sure work beckons (oh! nasty load of emails i have to clear. later. whatever.), but i think i'm going to just give myself a break and nuuuuua this evening :p
what wouldn't i give to have him here with me though. sigh.
tomorrow, the madness starts all over again.
bah!!!

Post 14.2.11 -- #2

CONGRATS GIRL!!!
I'm so so SO HAPPY FOR YOU (& Paul of cos).
Can't wait to get down to flipping bridal mags with you over cocktails at OverEasy again.
Heehee!
Lots of Love Jayne!
XOXO.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Post 14.2.11

maccas.
big breakfast.
stroll thru the markets.
leftovers for lunch.
working side-by-side at the same table.
youtube-ing.
the movies.
home-cooked noodles with prawn dumplings.
telly till late.
xoxo.
i hope everyone else had a lovely Valentine's cos i sure did.

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Pre CNY 2011 - #3

so we went for dinner Monday.
bh, rk and me.
at Fairmont's Asian Market Cafe.
very nice... very nice indeed!
it was to be our Team CNY dinner.
but the Team isn't complete atm.
am not quite sure when it'll be complete again.
but we're good now.
bh, rk and me.
it was good to catch up with them both, away from the workplace.
you know how it is at work.
some days you get sOOOooooo caught up with work issues you hardly even have time to go pee! let's not even think about having cosy little chit-chat sessions at the pantry every few hours :ppp
so, yeah.
it was worth the time (oh yes, and money. tks bh for dinner! hee.) staying out on a Monday night.
to us :)
more traveling, more school visits, less annoying agents, less headaches, more students, more bonuses!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAA!!!