Thursday, December 31, 2009

NYE 311209

Can't believe it's 2010 Eve already.
In less than 24 hours, 2009 will be officially over.
God has been good to me.
I've been very blessed this past one year.
*counts my blessings.

ON FRIENDS:~
In Jan 09, our meetings were still arranged as such: Jayne & me. Jas & me.
By mid 09, we were going out as a Trio :))) Jayne, Jas & me!
We've had some really good times out @ EN, Food For Thought, drinks @ Intercon'......
Their mails and messages on bad days totally lift up my spirits and i'm truly thankful we've managed to keep our friendship after those years apart. (Jas in SG, Jayne in Perth, me in Sydney! Wow!)
With 'lin, we've been meeting as much as we can (which really isn't enough!!!). She officially becomes Mrs. Loo next June. I'm VERY HAPPY for her but at the same time, i can't help feeling a wee bit sad. Sad that she'll no longer be mine. I am selfish like that. Wtf why am i like that :( I love 'lin so. Argh! Stop it. I'm happy for her.
My dear 'Ling. She continues to be one of the most beautiful (inside and out) person in my life, and i love her. 'Nuff said.
The girls - YF, WL, Lisa, Jaime. Everyone grows and changes in different ways huh? The group has definitely gone thru some 'changes'. I've had to learn to accept that people come and go in our lives. We've had plenty of fabulous, fun times. If we have to move on, we move on to bigger, better things now :)
In short, for these wonderful people, and all those i call FRIENDS, i am truly thankful.

ON FAMILY:~
The not-so-good stuff.
Popo (dad's ma) passed away Apr. If the relations on dad's side of the family were bad in the past, popo's passing just made things much, much worst.
On with happier stuff.
We've moved into the new place.
The parents are still happy and healthy. thank God! They nag just as much and i'm still quite the rebel some days and on certain issues... but God do i love them!
The sisters are... well, we're all good. Girls being girls. We laugh, we cry, we fight like mad one day, and we're all for shopping and clubbing together the next =PPP
Dajie, bil and the kids. While i have my issues with jie and bil (stop nagging! i know you're older and all that crap but please!! let me live my own life!!!), i love them both still. The kids?? Ah well, i just can't help loving those two, can i? Claire is still very much the little princess she is. We just spent an afternoon baking choc chip cookies together and will make raisin ones next ^^ Louis, my darling Godson. He was baptised earlier this year. He's quite the monster now. Argh! That terrible age! But still, his cheekiness and innocence melts my heart.

ON LOVE:~
In 2009 i moved from one... to another.
This sounds wrong i know, but i've never been happier.
Early on in the year, the then bf visited. For awhile after that, i really did try my darn best to be 'in love' and happy with him. Omg was i lying to myself (and him).
I wasn't happy. I wasn't in love.
I was just one fucked-up, confused, unhappy girl :(
We were never going to make the distance.
He was never gonna be part of my future.
I finally worked that out.
I went thru a couple of horrible, horrible months then.
But then... *drumroll......
This totally wonderful person came into my life! Or perhaps i should say, he re-entered my life =PPP
What started out as a perfectly innocent evening out for dinner and drinks, led me to fall completely in love with him.
And to think that i almost cancelled on him that evening cos i was blardy worried i might not have anything to say with him. We had, afterall, not been in touch since... omg forever!
All i can say now is, Thank God i went ahead to meet him!!!
He makes me laugh, he makes me cry, he makes me deliriously happy and he also makes me so mad sometimes. But everyday with him, i 'learn' new stuff. I grow. I see things differently. I feel... HAPPY. And in love! God, i'm sOOOOOOOOOoooo in love you have nOOOOOoooooo idea *sheepish.
He truly is my super man and i love him so.

ON WORK:~
While i've been hell busy with work, it's been all GOOD BUSY and FUN!
In the last 12 months, work has taken me places i had never been to before - Colombo (Sri Lanka), Xi'an, Guangzhou & Wuhan (China), Jakarta & Medan (Indonesia)...
While worktrips are not that fun (come on!!! tell me just WHAT is FUN about long hours in transit, being holed up in hotels, exhibition halls and meeting rooms, unpredictable/ harsh weathers, LOTSSSSS of paperwork, having to entertain in a room full of chain smokers and drunks... WHAT IS FUN YOU TELL ME?!?!), well... i've learnt to make the best of things and just... go with the flow :)
Let's hope 2010 is the year i finally make that first trip to India and South Korea eh? *fingers crossed.
The people at work have been overall, just 'FAB! Oh yea, you'll get those nasty bitches & bastards (like you do everywhere *sigh), but wtf i can deal with them right? Just think positive, happy thoughts when facing such people. I've learnt to block them right out. Ha! Ha! =P
ZH was with us for a good 4-5 months. He was wonderful to have around the office.
Debs 'left' us to go over to ICA (I MISS HER!!!).
My fav person in the office, Nee, has been an absolute angel. I love her to bits and can't think what i would do w/o her around the workplace. She's also the one who is probably most up-to-date on my life outside of work :)
Oh oh oh! And, as of Nov 09, we finally have a complete Team in place. Bring on 2010! Yea!!

Other highlights of my 2009:~
My being 'kidnapped' from the office to Pan Pacific Hotel for my birthday celebration. The Team really is 'fab at this whole birthday surprise thingy :)))
Making that trip back to Sydney alone in Aug. It was a much-needed break and a trip i had to make ON MY OWN. I'm glad i did it.
Travelling to HK/ Macau with Him. Our first real trip together (the getaways around Msia DO NOT COUNT!!!). I can't wait for Bali in 2010!!!

Omg i didn't realise this was gonna be such a lengthy, wordy (!!!) post. It's almost 4am on New Year's Eve. Will end here (abruptly, as usual) before i fall asleep in front of the lappie =P

HAPPY NEW YEAR & CHEERS TO 2010!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

NINE

I really want to watch this.
Fingers-crossed that it's good.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Claire aNd heR Choc cHip cOOkies

=)



look who (helped) make choc chip cookies today!


YUMS!!!

ChriStmAs 09 cOme & goNe

So.
On the 5th day of Christmas, we have finally stopped all that mega feasting here at home. The Christmas long weekend was spent cooking, baking and feasting. No party this year bcos we've only just moved and parts of the new place are not 100% 'UP' yet [the study room has no door!!!]. Ah well, will make it up with the bbq in 2 wks time ok girls?
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Spending Christmas at home with the loved ones... that's how i like it :)
Read about the hordes of people celebrating Christmas in town.
Hmmm... i don't think i've ever actually gone anywhere Christmas Eve/Day. Not without the family at least. The only time i had to spend Christmas away from home, was when in Sydney. Even then, it wasn't really totally without the family :) Cos dajie and bil flew into Sydney on Christmas Day from Brissie. Hee!
So yea. But then again, why would i wanna go anywhere really. Surely not into town? Argh, that crowd!!! I would hate it so. Nope, i much rather spend Christmas with only the people that really matter.
My ideal Christmas holidays right now (i've been told my ideals will change once i have my own family - read: kids and in-laws) are really simple: plans that involve cooking and baking for my family and friends + any activity that gives me the opportunity to nua with The Boy.
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Unfortunately, i had to make do without The Boy this Christmas :(
First he said he was supposed to be away somewhere in IDN for work. Then the trip got pushed back.
Lots of logistical issues i guess.
In short, he was some 300km away upnorth while i was here in SG.
Major upset-ness (i don't care if there's no such word. pooh!)
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YF, WL, Yuan and i had dinner (yes, and drinks. naturally.) at Tawandang @ Dempsey the other day. Food was nothing to rave about. But their Weizen was yumsssssss!! *burp
Then we had icecream (and more drinks, yes. of cos.) at Ben & Jerry's @ Dempsey. *burp burrrrrp
It was a lovely evening with some of my fav people.
Can't wait to resume on sat. nites @ Wala in 2010. Starting 2nd Jan! Muahahahaah!!!
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I got about an inch of my hair snipped off for the New Year. It's only an inch i know but my heart still hurts *tears
It takes blarday long for my hair to grow... and i have no more curls now. wtf.
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Did i just say we've stopped all that feasting at home? Oh what have i done??? I just agreed to make a huge Casserole of Guinness-Beef for dinner on NYE. And Claire's on the way over to make Chocolate Chip Cookies!!!
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ok, ain't got nothing more to say (for now).
Abrupt end.

Monday, December 28, 2009

it is not your blardy business who i date, who i am going to marry, when i am getting married, IF I AM GETTING MARRIED AT ALL!!!
just because you are happily attached/ married/ playing happy families does not give you the right to preach about marriage, being married and starting my own family when and who with! wtf.
you blardy made me swear early in the morning WTF.
you live your own life. let me live MINE!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

tues.221209.

HAPPY 7 MONTH-SARY HUN
ILU

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Of lOve... aNd fRieNds

how did you know i was gonna stay up to blog tonight baby? =)))
you know me so well :p

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had a fab' evening with 'Lin

finally had dinner at Itacho @ Ion.
we were really lucky today! waited only... 15min for a table?
oh yums! their scallops were lovely!! and the creative sushi rolls we tried we sOOooo good! in fact, everything we ordered was fresh... the portions huge... think the only things we agreed we preferred from Sushi Tei instead of Itacho, were the salmon roe and flying fish roe sushi.
the service was prompt, the peeps were friendly and attentive... it was all good :)
no piccies cos i ain't no food blogger right? i was too busy eating to bother with photos! hurhur.

went on a crazy 2 hour hunt for a pair of heels for her wedding after that.
silver.
bling.
nothing less than 4-inch (preferable).
we went from one shoe shop to the other... from floor to floor... from one mall to the next...
i made her try those heels and walk round the shops, on both the marble/ tiles and carpets.
though i've no intention of buying anything for myself right now (*reminds self of most recent purchases from HK. MUST BE GOOD! pace myself... save the next round for KL next week. hahaha!!!), i had fun slipping my feet into some lovely, sexaaaaay heels too :) omg i love high heels :p i love shoe shopping. LOVES!!!

ah!!! getting carried away thinking of shoe shopping......

anyways, no purchases today. merely round 1 of many (!!!) we'll be doing together in preparation for her big day in 06/10. i can't wait to spend more time with her!!! i've missed the girl so much!

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if there's one person i know for sure i NEVER run out of things to share/bitch with, it's 'Lin.

love the girl to bits ^^

with her, conversation just flows. we talk about everything and anything! i love that with her, we can have discussions like decent, matured adults just as much as we can bitch and talk nonsense... as if we were still 18. everytime we hang out, i'm guaranteed the best mix of delightful intelligent conversations plus equally delightful lame, lighthearted crap. haha! what would i do w/o her...?!

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actually... let's not think about my not having her in my life right now. these days, i very easily get emotional thinking of her getting married soon :(

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moving right on...
i currently have this on repeat mode -- 需要你的爱 FIR



that's it for now.
i am damn random and loves abrupt endings wtf.

Friday, December 04, 2009

show compassion , show compassion , show compassion , show compassion , SHOW SOME BLARDAAAAAY COMPASSION YOU DAMN BIATCH!!!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR